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pauliegirl
Hi, Elvis is doing good. He is a a bit mad at me but is coming around. I am so happy to have him home with me. Thank you for your concern.
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CATLUV
 in response to Anonymous40784...   Hi, Yes, it's been a hard few days ... I have not been feeling well on top of everything, .. hoping things improve. If my medication is approved I will begin my new treatments on Thursday. They are ridiculously expensive and it's overwhelming to figure out how to pay for them. I am just praying that things will fall into place. I miss talking with Sheila ... as I'm sure you do as well. How are you doing? Hugs right back :) Cat
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Anonymous40784
Hi sweetie, How are you feeling today? Its been a emotional rough weekend here on Aidpage. Hope you are coping okay. Sending hugs
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CATLUV
 in response to Anonymous40784...   Yes, this news was beyond stunning, ... I sat frozen at first .. thinking that this was a cruel joke, that it wasn't real, that it wasn't true. I went to seek out Sheila on Facebook and found that this was anything but a falsity. The postings by her daughter were hard to read and brought me to tears. I think the ironic part, being it Mother's Day, hit hard too, as she was very much like another mother to me .. to so many. I didn't fully absorb the news until I began writing to Sheila, then her daughter, then here, .. and I found myself sobbing uncontrollably. I read one of your posts, the initial message of complete disbelief over our loss, ... and the shock & sadness of it all was compounded at that moment. You begged the Lord for this not to be truth, and then said, No, she is my friend. These words reached into my chest and grabbed my heart, as she was such a dear friend, .. your friend, my friend, so many others who were fortunate enough to call her their friend, .. and it seems so unfair, as we weren't ready to see her leave this place, we weren't ready to say goodbye .. and many of us didn't get to say goodbye. I wasn't ready to say goodbye, .. but since it had to be so, I feel such tremendous despair that I didn't get to have a last conversation with her .. I know she is watching over us, listening to our prayers, .. and that gives me some comfort. I will be talking with her a lot, as I still need her in my life. Thank you for your messages, .. thank you for your love and support. I hope you take some comfort and peace knowing how much she loved you. She thought so highly of you, treasured your friendship, and never had a bad word to say about you. You were one of her dearest friends and she loved you with all of her heart and soul. I know she wouldn't want us to be in so much distress and feel such deep sadness and loss, but I know that it's simply unavoidable. I know that when a person passes they are in a better place, one with no pain and complete peace and joy, and it is those left behind who feel so much pain and sadness ... I am thankful that she no longer must contend with great physical pain, but I am selfish in wishing that she was still here with us, .. I just wasn't ready to say goodbye, .. letting her go will be very hard.
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Anonymous40784
Hi babygirl, I know you heart must be breaking like mine is over the losing of Sheila. This news is heartwrenching.
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CATLUV
 in response to Anonymous40784...   Just glad i could do a little something to help :)
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Anonymous40784
Hi sweetie, It was such a kind thing you did to help Starshine. Kudos to you.
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positive thoughts
Hello, Thankyou so very much to you and mammashe for being there for her. I been trying for a while now to get her to go to hospital. God I always prayed for an angel for her to take care of her but not like this. God Bless
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CATLUV
 in response to mamashe/sheshe...   Hello, Just sent you a message on the private board .. I hope you get to read it before you leave for a bit. Take care of yourself okay? Take a few hours to breathe, relax and zone out. Big hugs, Cat
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mamashe/sheshe
HEY THERE MISSY KITTYGIRL,I'M GOING OFF LINE FOR AWHILE, IT'S BEEN A BUSY AND EMOTIONAL DAY BUT I WILL BE BACK LATER. LOVE YOU SWEETIE. MAMASHE
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CATLUV
 in response to StrugglingSingleMother...   Aww, you are very welcome .. I wish so much I could do more, have all the answers and make everything better .. I am looking into buying myself a magic wand - I think it would be an excellent investment! :) ... Life can be so hard some times, and it's hard to struggle yourself, but it's also hard to watch others struggle, especially knowing their battles, their kind hearts, dreams, and so forth. I have no doubt that your very obvious strength, courage, wisdom, drive, love and passion for yourself, your life and your family will bring you through this to a wonderful place - where one day you can draw from these experiences and have so much more perspective, appreciation, and an extremely tender heart, which will allow you to bless others and change their lives in multiple ways you may never had dreamt/imagined. I don't say all of that to sound cheesy .. it's just what came from my heart at that moment, and I do believe it to be true. I hope you stick around here .. but if not, do check back in once in a blue moon, okay? You have already touched lives here in a positive way .. Thank you, Hugs, Cat
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Anonymous
Just wanted to stop through and thank you for all the help in resources you gave me.... Although I haven't solved my problem yet I just wanted you to know that you were a blessing in my time of need. May God forever Bless you, for reaching out to me with the resources.
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mamashe/sheshe
comment to Catluv:--Congratulations My Kitty girl, you did it sweetie, all those years of hanging in there and making docs listen to you and years of never giving up. I am so increibly proud of you my sweet.If anyone deserves this diagnosis you do, in fact you relly did a long time ago but now a real live specialist has given you a very hard to read diagnosis and now they can start to get you going down the right road to possibly getting better but at least not getting worse. I have never met anyone tht has researched their illness like you have in fact I think you deserve a PHD in your disease alone. Well...whats the next step honey, doing all the blood work and hopefully getting you on the right meds to start with. You have been such an example to me and made me proud to be a woman and even through the times we''ve had to hold each other up, you were always there, now I hope I can do the same for you and be here for you through every step of the way. love you to the moon dear Brenna...love your mamashe
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Anomaly
Hi CATLUV, You haven't posted in a while. Is everything ok? Take Care, Anomaly
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Sandav1
Hi Bre, I'm hoping that you are feeling better and being treated better. You have such a big heart and it seems it gets taken advantage of a lot. Our earth (and people) need more sensitive souls as yours. For both are ill and in need of healing energy with care. I went to a 'blessing ceremony' with my daughter several weeks ago. When I was there I thought of you and asked for the healing to include you. I did feel that it helped. We are going to attend another one this in March. Sometimes we just need to do the things that help us. You have so much talent Cat, that I truly believe you could make anything happen if you set your sights on it. For myself, I have decided to put 'blinders' on and just deal with the necessary things and with extra time I have I will start healing myself from within. I will ask our guides to aid me in my direction while trying to find answers to my daily challenges. I am going to start with cleansing my home. Then I think I will move right along and cleanse my 'Pages' here (I am truly serious, but laughing out loud too!) And ask that only positive problems pass through my web sites! (lol) Yes, I do believe problems can be positive experiences! Isn't it all how each of us handles problem solving? I too majored in Psychology and Art! (Double Major) I had intended on being an Art Therapist! You would be So good at being an A.T.!
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ayyone
cat, not sure how i found this site but noticed your profile. i cant really say i have it bad now but there was a time for me that i couldnt see even a day ahead. neck cancer in a serious way, total hard hit. diagnosed late and not much of a chance. straight Dr talk was like "we cant tell you anything for sure" or "lets see how it goes" left me hangin w/o an answer. friends and family shyed away and i was really alone. long story short im good now but really look at life differently now. i have my own $$ challenges but feel great when i can help out in other ways. wanna chat? or write? i can only offer a little bit here but sometimes i could use a friendly ear myself
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nick2
 in response to CATLUV...   be glad to help hi im nick email me bbvbrokerage@comcast.net
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CATLUV
Thank you!!! He is pretty cute, isn't he?!? My furry baby! :)
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CATLUV

I have three additional webpages on Blogspot.com:

The Many Faces of Health & Illness: Advocating for Health

Spondylolisthesis Grade 5: My Personal Journey with a Serious Spine Condition 

3 Cat Tales: The Escapades of my Three Felines (Fun short stories & Artwork)

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removed
To Brenna, My Best Friend I'm not sure when it happened But I'm very glad it did You came into my life when I really needed a friend The more I get to know you The more I know myself And this is why I'm thankful For you are just yourself You and I are different And in many ways the same Your good ear, compassionate heart Will always find you fame I promise to always be here Forever and to the end You are the true definition of My Very Best Friend! I love You
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